Sunday, February 21, 2010

About Last Night


That's the word I would use to describe last night. A night spent in the company of the loveliest group of friends of whom I do not see nearly enough.

Smart, beautiful, warm, funny, mellow people with a no drama zone policy.

It set the tone for additional loveliness and tonight I feel much like Harry Potter in Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban when he learns to cast his patronus. Whereby I mean that I feel as though I was enveloped and floating in a burst of bright energy I cast and am now slowly collecting it back into myself while feeling disconnected from everything and connected to everything at the same time.

There is such power in surrounding yourself with love. Amazing things happen when you open yourself up to experience. And even at one point when there was clarity of an ouchy emotional area, there was no sadness...only clarity in that yes, ouch, that hurts...for no reason. Thus, reminding me there are still things on which I work. But the knowing much progress has been made allowed the sting of is it me feel lovely too.

I wish you could see what I see. It's truly exquisite.

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